I have been busy doing other things than blogging about what's going on in my life here and on LiveJournal.
I have to get serious about the eating plan again. I have regained almost all of the weight I had lost. I'm back to being about 230 pounds. Only 14 more to go and I would have regained ALL OF THE WEIGHT that I had lost and I have to start all over again.
The thing was, that my achillies tendon started to hurt to where I was rubbing lotion on it to sooth the pain but the pain did not go away like it should have. I spent about nine months not working out totally amd during that time, I should have cut back on how much I was eating and I fell off the wagon and started to eat the bad food again.
Now I am fighting to get more clothes that can fit my growing fatness again. But mom and dad don't have money to spend on getting me clothes as well they would throw a fit if I spent money to buy clothes since they told me that the money I make from the notes are for my bloody nest egg. So what, you never told me that when I first got the bloody land notes! If that was the case, why did you guys agree to let me have a bloody checking account and then a Credit Card? If you didn't want me to spend the money.
Anyways, it is MY MONEY! Not your money! So what if I end up being broke? I never fucking complained about being broke! Craig is the bloody one who complains about being broke and you two bloody give him money instead of chewing him out for not getting a bloody job!
I'm working hard at learning how to drive so I can get my license so I can bloody well get a job so I can use that money for my personal stuff instead of spending the so called nest egg for my funds!
None of you really want to go driving everyday and when we do go driving, it is directly to the store and back AGAIN, with no stops on the way.
I have had 42 days of driving not every single day but every other or a month later lessons. How many days did you drive with your folks before you took the test? Oh that's right, you didn't! You went right into the driving test and passed.
I have to be driving so I can learn what to do on the roads and yet here we are on a Saturday at home not driving anywhere.
I really hate not being able to drive and my older brother isn't interested in driving out anywhere either.
